Colour up my life

2011-09-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Finally I am here to update my blog. Isn't my blog look fresh now? No more dust,it had already clean by me. teehee.. As the owner,I really feel guilty that I never do the responsible at all.I dumped it for about half years? Ohno! So for the following days,I will try to update my blog often. =D

♥

The First Day of May

2011-05-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

It's well known as Labour Day today. =) And this is the first time I love Monday so much! Guess you guys know the reason right? Ehee! Going nowhere on this day. This is what I hate when I have much time to enjoy and there's no any program for me. How sad it is.

Eherm...Anyway,

19 days more to go. =)

MONEY

2011-04-27T21:47:00.001+08:00

I need 1 sack of Euro Pound!!!

I want to shop until drop!

23 days more to go =)

S.M.I.L.E

2011-04-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

When I can smile like the girl above this? A lot of thing happen around me in a sudden. What to do? Hmmph...I use to smile when I face to any trouble. =) 笑一笑，沒什麼事過不了。

Luckily...and ohyea! The end of May gonna be my time for me to RELAX! This is what that I have waited for so long.So ♥!

Eiffel Tower...

London Bridge...

Prairie...

and etc....

HERE I COME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to get myself a new life

2011-04-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

Let me post up my recent photo here to you guys. =)

Tadang~!! Hehe...Here I am. XD

Serious,I never smile like so sweet recently. There's so much thing happen around me until I am going to faint. I don't know how to solve them by myself. =( Sorry,I am still not that independent. I have to rely on anyone once something happen. Is it just because I dare not to face the true? Yes,perhaps.

Complicated and lousy stuffs happen around me and colleague. Yes,Conflict! Frankly,This is not I want within me and my colleague.I just wish I have a friendly,helpful,kind colleague.But it's kinda make me disappointed,there's no one such like this person over there. They are freaking ridiculous uh!I just don't know how to describe anyone of them. They just make me so SWEAT! I freaking cannot bear and had had enough with that kind of very lousy place! There is just so not suitable for me! Everyone of them,yes,I mean EVERYONE,Is very busybody!I don't know what benefit will they get after they know somebody private stuff.Ishhh! And they have to ask you very clearly only they satisfy!Even we not really willing to tell them. How come I can overcome this kind of environment? Ohmygod! I guess I will leave there very soon! And there's no any freedom! Many CCTV over there! WTF! You thought people will steal your goods? Even inside the office must have one. Eh eh eh,you just couldn't let your stuff free a while,online a while? Even online also must kena cakap behind. =.= Excuse me,You hire us to work for you,not to set our freedom in office.People also must rest one you know? Damn the boss is so old-fashioned enough! Please open minded a bit,now is already 21st century,no longer Eighties.

Do you think you treat your staff and workers good enough? Sorry,I am here to say the true,No at all! You are very the stingy! I am serious here to scold and fuck you till the max! Because I very damn beh song you now! Stupid 'lang sai' （醒獅）face!

Movie Time.

2011-04-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

Just watched this movie with parents. =) I rated this movie as 6/10. Eherm...Not bad.Just I almost fall asleep inside the cinema and it frightened me for several times. Aduihhh!! Quite scary one. I guess I couldn't sleep well tonight. But I bobi bobi , I don't want nightmare again. It's really torturing me until I cold sweats. =(

That's all for this time updating. Wait for my next update buds. =)

Good Night n Sweet Dream everyone. Loves.

Pocoyo is my love!

2011-04-12T16:28:00.000+08:00

Since I watch the cartoon,I start to love Pocoyo so damn much!And he is in my favourite colour - BLUE!

Pocoyo is very cute.He is very happy in every moment.Although he argue with both his friends,but they will just recover very fast! =D I wanna learn from him! Hehe!!

And and and,I just search from website,and it sells in UK!!! Owhlove! I am going to get it very very soon! ♥♥

Hello,I am here. =)

2011-04-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hey ya everyone! Here I come! Finally I have the time and the mood to post something new here. =D

Sorry Visitors! I know I dumped my blog for an ancient times and I just like forgot that I have a blog. teehee

BUH BYE! Will update again once I free. =D

2011.New Year.

2011-01-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone topic should be the same as mine.Times pass seriously fast,and I can't believe that Chinese New Year still left 1 month. What I wanna say is,Thanks god for let me live until now,thanks god for let me born in this family,know those friends and whatever I have now!

Here goes to my 2011 wish list :
1) Prada
2) A diamond ring
3) Bracelet from TOMEI
4) Ralph Lauren
5) DKNY
6) Healthy Lifestlye
7) Happiness

And the most important is,money money money,please come to me.

Anyway,Here to wish everyone have a great year through! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Forgive me,this post is rude enough.

2010-10-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

Repeatedly listening to 小傷口 by 蔡依琳

I am serious not in the mood now. And the rhyme of this song totally correspond with my current mood. )=

The colleague,memang I already cannot stand her.Her super CIBAI voice,whenever she talks I just feel like slapping her 9696 until her mouth bengkak! DIUNIAMA! She thought she is very powerful at there because no one dare to contradicted her! KNN! I will be the one who gonna argue with her before I leave that lovely factory. <3 She loves to talk bad about everyone behind people.KNLBCCB! FUCK OFF lar please! This factory no one welcome you indeed.

Okay! I really hurt enough now because of the song.And babeh,I miss you so much right now! I wish to see you every moment and you would hold my hand tight never let me go.I will cherish our time together.Not much time we can meet each other anymore. T___T

Eherm...nothing much to write. I wanna get drunk and cry out loud badly!

2010-09-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!

=)

2010-09-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

I dumped my blog for an ancient time.GOD! But anyway,thanks for some buddy still willing to come here to leave a comment,I appreciate you!

Work, is a part of my life now.I learn how to earn money,I started to know the value of everything selling in market,I know how tough of earning money and just could spend a little bit of them. I am trying hard to save money to buy what I want but my bank account super fast getting 0 and I have to start save again. LMAO! Hmmph..Anyway,it's time for me to grow up and learn to independent.

Between,I still can enjoy my life although is a bit stressing.teeeheee I am not those person who put alot of stress on ownself. I found that is really freaking stupid and brainless person. =.= I enjoy hanging out every weekend and spending money and time on SHOPPING! Muahahahaah! So I think now you know why my money fly very fast.

The same action repeatedly every 6 days.Wake up at 7.30am --> Work --> Wait for Morning break --> Lunch Time --> Wait for Tea Break --> Wait for finish work! Zzz...Then you know why I have no stress on work.Ahaha! My job just so easy and I can cope it very well! Ehermm...It's better than study,I found that. Because I HATE EXAM! Ahahaha!

Life still going on so well.Waiting for the scary EXAM RESULTS. =.= I don't have to know what's my result because I think I will commit sucide once I know it. Yea,So cruel and realistic world.Alarh!Don't care so much if it won't change the facts.

At last,I wanna mention,I AM NOT 25 YEARS OLD! KNN!

=.=

But I will forgive you because you are 'Xiao mei mei' doesn't know how to differentiate.

2010-07-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

I've get my salary on Monday. Teehee~ And now I got money to spend. So I going make myself a shopping day,probably will be this weekend. Pyramid?Aeon? LOL~ Anyway,who is going to spend with me? C'mon! Waitin' for ya! Yea,now I found it true,Once you wear in nice clothes,you are totally fresh looking. =D So,yea~!!

Hmmph~ Sunday probably a nice day with the love one.Mostly we will go for nice and our favorite food right? Wuahahahahaha! I SERIOUSLY SUKA FOOD!

The most happy thing happen is, the colleagues are nice! Lim,He is a jokers.So that's why I like him very much. He makes us laugh all the time but darn! I work on the ground floor but he is on the first floor.And we couldn't go up there so often due to there has alot of PRIVACY.

Hope the next every each day will be all good day for me. =)

Money money come!

2010-07-21T21:19:00.001+08:00

I started my work on last Wednesday. It's been 5 days I work there. Well,I can say is,the job is easy to me and I can cope it quite well. But two of them,the colleagues,owhno! I don't know what word I can use to describe them. They can talk people bad things from 8.30 a.m to 5.30 p.m. Yes!NON STOP! Every day new topic,different person.Most of the people in factory pun kena by them. Owhshit! Seriously don't know what benefits will they get after they talk people bad things.Bonus?Extra Income? And,both of them are the most not friendly in our place.Somehow,they got complained by other colleagues and staffs too. =)

Okay,Well,I still cannot accept that I should wake up everyday early in 7.30.Since I work there,I got nightmare everyday.I can't sleep well actually. )= My life is stressing. Anyone of you don't put much stress on me anymore,especially when you are talking to me. 你们所说的每句话都有可能让我有压力。 As what I said, 无形的压力缠绕着我。Owhgosh! It's fucking true. Every action of you will make me feel stress too.Hey,I guess I will mad someday.

Err err..Will get my salary this Saturday! Yesh! I feel so excited and yet,I am going to Pyramid to celebrate Peggy Khoo birthday will the girls. =D I wanna relax myself! I can't bear it anymore,serious.

Just only 5 days and I can't stand for it.How do I live on the next every each day? @@

All is about TIME

2010-07-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

I just logged in my Friendster account and viewed my photos and comments. I found that I really changed alot,my appearance and the way I speak.How I typed out every single words of the past,it's just kinda innocent and childish,alright.LOL! Yeah,I was there to clean up my page.I deleted my previous photos and upload a new look of me and change the layout.Now,it looks fresh,no more dusty and old-fashionable. =) Yesh!And my English improve alot.Congrats to myself.weeeee~~ Let me show you the 4 years changes of me.

LOL~!! I see nothing different. =.=''' The only thing is,I BECOME MORE MATURE.

As the saying goes,Times does not wait for you.I wonder what had I done for these 18 years since I born out.I found that I did nothing meaningful in my life.GodBlessMe.

This Wednesday going to start my work.As I say,I feel so nervous for it.What should I do once I step in to my office?What to greet?Or any colleague will talk to me,treat me nice?I think alot.Gahhh~!!It's maddening me. I wish it will be a nice and good luck day for me. =)

我不是犯人。

2010-07-08T17:00:00.004+08:00

我对你很失望。你相信我也罢，不相信也就算了。

请你不要冤枉我，质疑我，甚至那么地质问我。

我敢对天发誓，我没有做过对不起你的事。我对得起我自己的良心。

我甚至很不敢，诚实的说。

若你依然认为，我欺骗你

那，我想我们也没什么话好说了吧！

你要向我大声，请你先顾虑别人的感受

或试想想，你喜欢别人对你大声的感觉吗？( =

我一定要开始学习，做什么事都要微笑地面对，

甚至被人冤枉都好，我都依然保持微笑。

这不是奸诈或虚伪，这是不让对方那么容易看穿你的弱点

也可以说是保护自己的好方法噢！ =D

我很伤，你知道吗？
你不要一而再，再而三地质疑我，好不好？
难道，我就不是让你信任的那位？
对不起，如果我让你不信任。
打从你问我的那第一句，我愣住了。
糟！我想告诉你事情并不是那样。

再多的解释会有用吗？
只是，会遭来更多的误会，对不？

我不需要也不想与你解释什么，我只是想讨回我应有的公道！

清者自清。 ( =

Nothing is better than friendship.

2010-07-06T22:13:00.004+08:00

Live for friends?

2010-07-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

Can you guys see the green colour so small things? I don't know why these green flying objects will be around my house area these days. LOL! Curious what the heck is that huh! Since this is flying up above the sky on Chinese New Year.

Yesh,And finally today I went to watch Toy Story 3.Frankly,this show is really interesting and funny.LOL! Especially the sweet potato and the BABY! The baby is cute~!!Owhhh!! Rate is as 10/10. The next show will be CATS & DOGS. I think this will be a very nice show too. =D

Food is my everything!

2010-07-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

Had an awesome dinner at Terminal 3,Subang Airport there which is quite famous.

Can you see? Most of them are waiting for seat.It's full!

And the toilet decoration also very nice!Wuahahahahaha! See!

Shh~!! This is MEN's Toilet.The toilet's cleaner allow us to take photo while there's no one inside.Buahahaha!Special,right? There's a small canals for guys and it's so enjoy while pee pee.=D

Conclusion,We enjoy the food always at there.The atmosphere is nice too. =D

Day by day.

2010-06-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmph~ Tomorrow is my youngest sister birthday.Ouch!What should I present to her? Probably 2 teddy bear for her,is that alright? I am not that rich to buy nice present okay! LOL! She wishes to get WII from daddy but sure,parents are not allowed due to it will influence results damn gao lat.

Okie dokie!This is the cartoon that I wanna watch and also Shrek!Ohmygod!Till now I still not yet watch them.Seriously outdated.No choice,nobody willing to accompany me. )= kesiansangat.

Wuahahahaah~ Anyway,I just had my favorite BBQ PLAZA with course mates!Yesh!It's super hyper duper delicious.I LOVE IT.

And,Western Food,Teppanyaki,I am coming to you soon.XD

2010-06-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

It's SATURDAY. My superbe boring day. All plan might cancel? Nobody is free indeed.Please ask me out to somewhere else nice to shopping or have a drink.Ouchh! I am seriously boring here that's why I crap a lots.I going to finish my course on next Monday and yet I will not be free like what you thought.I will be working on the first day of July.Owh gosh!Wondering how's the workers there will treat me?Owhh!I am super freaking nervous for it.And,social is not as easy to live.Human is not all kind,helpful or whatevershit you called.Now I realize study is much more easier than work!I WANNA STUDY but I ALSO NEED MONEY!The truth is,in this world,nothing is without money.Money is the only thing to make us survive.Without money we got no foods and drinks. =D

Eherm...At last I want to say is :

I AM SUPER FREAKING BORED!

Blessed Birth Day.

2010-06-23T00:42:00.001+08:00

Specially for you!

YOU NICE LIM

HAPPY BIRTH DAY!

All the best to you and have a great one ya! Enjoy your day and full filled with unforgettable memories and happiness.

If we've got the fate,meet me at AEON today!

Money = Everything

2010-06-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

To be frank, I truly a lifeless person now. Everyday spending money around and now my bank left not much money. No part time job allowed and need to wait for next month only can start my work. I got no any target or direction to go through my life.Thinking of wanna save money to go for travel for the end of this year,Singapore?Perhaps?Still planning with S.yen as both of us still needed some times to save 3 sacks of money and shopping till we crazy.See how enjoy if we have moneyss! Spending money is the most easiest thing to do in my life.We can spend thousand ringgits in a minute but we hardly earn it back in a day.To live in this world seriously No money no talk.

FIFA WORLD CUP started few days ago and I can only watch the first day of the first match only because my dad SUDAH POTONG the SuperSport channel.sigh And RTM1 suck till the max which it's only repeat the previous day match instead of LIVE MATCH! Remembered the day which Argentina vs ??? , I went MCD with K.Lim and S.Yen.I must say,the indian family-the wife/mama expression or every action is super duper funny that type.Tak boleh tahan to LOL!

24th of October will be my graduation ceremony.It will be held at GICC.Hmmph~Darn prosperous but just once in a lifetime.Now I worry my result the most!Hope I can get 3 pass then I can attend the graduation ceremony in a very excited yet proud mood.Wowh~!! (i can only think till the day i get my result). GBM!OMITOFO!ALLELUYAH! Not in a good mood once I think of going to get my fucking result and somemore going to work on next month.I am about to live in social life~!!

Money money I am coming towards you!

Genting

2010-06-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

Here to update my blog. =D Just went to GENTING with Ah yee and cousins.Not much photos taken.

Semua PRETTY di sini

PIRATE SHIP.Owhmysupergosh~!! It's super scary.Shout out loud especially a aunty opposite of me. XD

I think that's all for today! See ya guys soon~

Movie Time.

2010-06-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

This is the movie that I watched just now.Freaking bored for the beginning part and I seriously fall asleep in the cinema.The first I thought the main actor is not the man above the picture but is Toby Kebbell (Garsiv).Owhgod~!! He is seriously so attractive! And I keep asked WHERE IS HIM?! lol~ And I love Tamina <3. The way she act,speak or whatsoever is seriously touched my heart.Wowh~ I love her EYES,superb. This movie is fantastic although I never watch some of the part. =D

I wanna end this post by :

BBQ PLAZA is always my first choice!

The Birth Day of 'em

2010-06-01T00:41:00.001+08:00

Once again here , I got to wish a few human here

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!!

No doubt.They born in the same year same day.There is just a occasionally.

First is Teck Mon which left Malaysia for already 5 years.

Next is Dai Lou --- Yap Choon Yeau. Yeah,He is quite important for me past few years but now just like a very superb normal friend. =D Hope our friendship will forever and hope your relationship will be the best one. =D Hmmph~~

Last 3 is Pei Yin , Yuan Wen and Yee Chen,Friends of mine in HHHS.Not really close with them but as long we were school mates and class mates before. =D

Hope they live in a happily environment and good luck always~!! Joy and happiness around you. =D

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2010-05-30T19:22:00.001+08:00

Thursday,27/5.Went Bukit Raja 88 Buffet Steamboat with Kee Lim,Siew Yen and Phan Leng.All I can say is,the food there is more delicious than the Yuen which located at Subang Jaya.

After that we planned for sing k @ Centro Neway.Each person cost RM44.We left earlier because we broke their glass and due to parents keep calling.Ewwww~!!

Ehermm...Nothing special actually just don't want my blog pile up with dust.Life's been so boring nowadays because I only have class on Monday and Friday for MYOB and CSA.

You know,these days I keep on wish and dream I can be model.lols~!! Hmmph...This dream I think it won't happen in my lifetime.But I use to dream always. (=

2010-05-16T20:39:00.001+08:00

And now I know it's time for me to update my blog.Woah~!!These few day just can't stop myself from watching the so love "Autumn Concerto". ♥ What a nice drama that I never ever seen before.Feeling so good! And tomorrow shall be my Management Accounting and I don't know how to affort it.The question just such a maze.Cost Accounting,just a little bit confident on it.LOLS~!!Just let it be.Wowh~And yea,I am absolutely still in a relax mood,until now I never touch the book and memorize the formula.Shit,and gosh~!!I guess I will fail for Management Accounting,Guess what,all of my friends had already gave up instead of burning midnight oil to study for the so tough subject.

Finally,I finished watching the so attractive drama.Good one ya the actor and actress!I'm lovin it.Gotcha~!! I am going to watch it for hundred thousands times yet it won't make me feel bored.Nothing special happen these few week tho.My life's just so bored without you,you,you,you.Anyone of you?Guess.

Am loving the song “你为什么说谎 -- 叮当”. Repeatedly playing for already hundred times.Cool babeh~ The drama is truly fascinating me and Vaness Wu is superb adorable.Handsome+Cool+Man!(syok sendiri aje) =.= Owhh~~!!

I SUPERDO NEED MONEY!

2010-04-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

1st of May.Labour Day.Public Holiday.Yeahoo~Everyone knows that ya.Wowh wowh~I thought I can hang out the whole day with kawanku.But so sad,I am suffer with my period pain~!!OMG~!!It's superdo pain wokay!I can't even move unless I eat PANADOL.It helps me.=D I know everyone will says,Panadol is not good for your body,but I really cannot stand the pain.It really kill me and make me feel more hot temper and the sound of thunder really make me feels like killing someone!Argh~!!Please,Don't rain anymore!I really hate it so much!

I am now thinking where to go tomorrow.Perhaps shopping again?Ohno!I already spent about 800bucks for this month!How come?My phone credit,180bucks and I draw money from bank for already about 700bucks!Ohmygod!And now,I still thinking of SHOPPING?Ahaha...No idea.Imma a shopaholic!And I am thinking to have manicure and pedicure.Ohshit!Money please drop for me!

2010-04-27T21:42:00.005+08:00

Yeshh~!!Wulala~~I feel kind of excited once I see my blog.Whoops~ Live full of fun these days with friends.Yesterday went Green Box with Siew Yen.We used to shout,until now my throat still feel that sort of pain.Ewww~!! We are very 'siao' always,ever.

Eherm...Someone is having sore throat,and so my darling,Vivi Loo.Ouch~!!Take care everyone due to the weather recently is really killing people.Water is really important for everyone.So please drink at least 4 bottle a day.Wowh~!!I am here to warn people.(But I never drink 4 bottle of water in a day before) Ahaha~~

Perhaps I am going to watch "Ice Kacang Puppy Love" , "Toy Story" and "Shrek".That must be so nice~!!Wonderful! <3

Life's just so amazing.

2010-04-26T10:00:00.001+08:00

Went 1U with Ryan yesterday.So sad that there doesn't have Puma shop.)= I wanna buy the sock~!!I didn't know why we went there?Just to find atm machine?Luckily,but not.Since we were so bored at there,why don't we just get a movie to watch?Aha~

I will rate this for 4 stars.Eherm...Quite a nice movie.( = This husband and wife are freaking funny especially the wife.Duhh~ Aha~~I enjoyed this movie anyway.There's a few times I get shocked.Uhh!

After this movie,Ryan brought me to Desa Park City.Please,everyone if you have got the chance,must visit there!There's extremely a nice place for couple.After finished having your meal,you might go there for a walk.Is a very big round.Aha~ That's the way aha aha,I like it.=D The restaurant was crowded of people.But luckily the service is good.Woah~

Here you are!

Set for 2 persons.=D

LOLS~Some had already took away by Ryan.Didn't know whether he is so hungry?Guess what,we were forced to finished the foods.Arghh~~I am just way to full.

Ahaha...The so good taste TOM YAM soup.It's mine!

He was peeling the prawn for me.teehee~

Yes,As what I say on above.After finished the meal,and if you are feeling so full or wanna have a look around there,there's a park provided.Ahaha...I should capture up and let all of you have a look.It's really nice,good atmosphere tho.Really a big round until I need people to carry me.=.=

Hmphh...I think that's all for today.Enjoy your day!( =

On the way,coming to the end.

2010-04-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

Since how long I dumped my blog,uhh!Seriously having fun these few day with kawanku.I love them wokay?!Heh~ Let's talk about past few days what I have done.

I went Sunway Pyramid with the darlingku Vivien and Lai Fong well known as ~~Ah Blur~~.=.= We had Pizza as our brunch.Seems how long we never meet each other uh?While waiting for them,I went CK for a look.Ahah...I went there the second time,but I didn't hunt anything.Sad case. )= Bought only RIP CURL sandal.After a while we went to STARBUCKS for a drink.A short cam-whore time for us.Ahaha...

I think was the next day,I went there again with my sayang,Felicia Naimo.I just there to hunt PLAYBOY shirt.What a sad case~!!I memang bad luck that day.Those shirts that I want got no size for me.T_T I went to CK again,I want that shirt so badly.Hmph~!!It just not suit me.Next to TOPSHOP,I think my comment real much on buying shirt~!!Yes,memang.I want it to be very perfect,worth and look very nice when I wear it.Yeapee~!! Ohya~~You guys can go ASIAN AVENUE and have a try at the PASTA stall.The mushroom soup is incredibly nice,tasty and thumbsup~!!Creamy enough.Weeee~!! Until now,I am still very miss the taste.T_T Lalalala~~And I miss IRELAND POTATOES.=D

After few days,Went Aeon with Siew Yen and her cousin sister.=D BAR-B-Q Plaza is always the first choice.teehee After having that,lepak around there,Kee Lim came joined us.That's all.And then GOOD-BYE.

21/4.With Ryan and Mable went GreenBox.Aha~~Ignore us,we are so damn bored wokay~!The 3 hours time singing non stop.Well,I had lotsa fun.=D Went back home to take shower,and then departed to BANTING.We used Salak Tinggi way to KLIA.Hmphh...Just to save the tol fees.=.=

After KLIA,went Nilai to have yum cha session with Jun Yao,Monyet and Zhi Liang.Had supper at there,berkongsian dengan Ah Cai.=.=

Lalalalaa~~So I have to end here.Still, <3

The so long time meet up.

2010-04-13T17:07:00.001+08:00

Nawh!This is the movie that I watched yesterday with Ryan Lee,Dai So and Ru Yan.I love this cartoon movie incredibly much,and I love TOOTHLESS,too.I had been frightened a few times just because of the dragon suddenly appear out.=.= They laughed like hell.I enjoyed this movie very much but I felt quite a bit sleepy that time.And luckily Ryan brought his sweater.Wee wang wang~ Hmph~After the movie fooling around in car.Wowh~ What I going to say is,Chee Seng's driving skill is perfectly "chun".I were almost fainted and dying inside his car.So unfortunately was,Ryan's hand had hurt by my fingernail due to the so "chun" driving skill.

And then I were to home due to I got EXAM~!!

Lastly,Exam killing me kao kao~!! I think I gonna fail all of the subject.=D But anyway,I accept the truth.

And,I missing you alot.<3

Life is tough.

2010-04-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Just feeling like wanna blog so I am here.After this I got to finish my Business Statistic question,I mean all.This few days memang feel moody.And I feel so depressed that I gain for 3 kg,currently is 48kg.Teruk right?Whathehell is there going on!Lalalala~~I know I can't blame others.Yesh,I really eat a lot this few weeks,and so,I should stop myself.I promised myself only take 1 meal if I could from tomorrow onwards.I wish I could.

Eherm...1 more day to go until my External Exam.Whoops~ I started feel nervous for it.I know I can make it well for Statistic and ABC.I put much of effort on this two subject.I wish I won't disappoint myself.

I need force myself to study,just for only 1 week time and I'll be very free enough until the next exam which is Cost and Management.It's pretty hard for me to get a P for them.Lalalala~But please,at least I get P.I do really wish I can score well.I don't wanna let myself be a failure anymore,even in study.OK!

THE BIRTH DAY

2010-04-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yes,You are right.Today is not only April Fool but also my dearest friend-Jess birthday.She's damn smart today cos she skipped to school.Lalalalala~ We all know that larh. Yeap,the first time I hand-made birthday card.As you know that my art cell is very poor one.So I just simply do it,as long as I feel it is nice.I memang feel OK larh.

But then I really don't understand why some people will keep on complaining and giving so much opinion on others work.Okay,If you feel that it is not nice,whatever ugly shit,next time we give you a chance let you make it,and I wanna see how nice can you make.If you can make much more nicer than me,then I just zip my mouth lorh.But if you make uglier than me,please shut up your mouth and eat your shit! I don't need your opinion or whateverbullshit came out from your mouth! And don't give those reason like,I don't know how to do,I got no time etc.Nawh!! I tell you,you will straight received 1 big slap from me.Chaochibye!

I must warn you,

If you hate/dislike me,or whatever stupid foolish thing,don't see me with a weird eyesight.I tell you,I hate it so much.I don't kill or offended your family.And what the hell is there you using that eyesight and see me? Please mind you manners I tell you! Hello,you are already 21 years old,no longer a small kid.And please remember,you not even a important person to us,so think properly that we don't need to accommodate you.

Don't make me can stop myself to write your name up here and let everyone knows what kind of pattern you are!

Please FUCK OFF!

And yeahoo~ Tomorrow we are going to Neway KTV.Lalalalala~~~

Exhausted.

2010-03-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

Yesh,I am about to update my blog.Weee~!! It's a long time that I never update due to I were having Internal Exam on past few days.Exactly,the exam was killing me kao kao.I wish I can pass my ABC,enough.That's enough for me! Just get a good news that,Starts from 5th April,Every Wednesday,I won't have class.(LANGSUNG TIADA CLASS) Wowh~~!! That's really a good news for me!Lalalala~~

Jess's Birthday is coming soon,on the 1st of April,which is April Fool.Woahaha~~ But we will celebrate for her on the next day,Friday.But then,I am still considering whether I should go or not.Jess is my good friend and I have think for wanna celebrate with her for a long time but due to some reason so that's why.

我不喜欢的东西就是不喜欢！

我讨厌你就是讨厌你！

A-LO-HA

2010-03-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

I am here blogging again.Weee wang wang~ I miss my blog so damn much.Past few days were busy doing my course work until now I am going to insane,soon. ABC,Costing,Accounting ,each subject we should finish 60 question and now,I only on the half way of ABC.Costing and Accounting I don't even started yet.OMEG! Tell me how I effort next 2 weeks coming exam.Walao eh~ Really larh,I rather die more than facing the cruel truth.It's killing me kao kao!

Between,Wish myself good luck and do all my best on the exam! I warned myself for hundred,thousand,million,billion times not to fooling around anymore,but I just can't do it.Well,It's up to myself whether I am going to study hard onot.Just LET IT BE!

I think that's all for today.Will blog alot once I finished my exam.Weehee...Off to go!

I don't want my life get bored.

2010-03-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

Am back from Aeon and Pyramid.Afternoon went Hin Hua to fetch Kong and Vian then headed to Aeon to have our lunch.Sad case that Kong didn't eat with us.She just only tengok kami makan. =.= Thought wanna treat her a cake? LOLS. Due to she had to back HH earlier so that after our lunch then straight piuuuuuuuuu chaoz.

At 5 o'clock,with Yen and Xian went to Pyramid for don't know what reason.Due to my nail had already broke,so that just conveniently went and take off those irritating nails.Uhh! Cost me RM25.WTF! I thought that just take off no need any cent?! I swear I won't go there to have manicure and pedicure anymore!

Had our dinner at Station Kopitiam.The menu is not really interesting because there is no any tomyam mee soup or whatsoever but just kind of fried mee and rice rice rice.Urghh! So I had my favorite Mushroom Soup.Yummy yummy! Actually wanna get a red short pants at there,but due to am rushing back home,so decide to buy it on Sunday.Yeahooo~

Yesh~!! This Sunday will be a perfect day for me and the honey boy.Whossh whossh~!! Kind of expectation and excited.

I want my life to be good,tho.

2010-03-10T15:55:00.003+08:00

Here to wish Tan Monkey

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

It's yesterday.

Eherm...Vian and me is going to celebrate with her on tomorrow.

I am damn broke already because of

PRESENT!

Share buying a watch for Amy's 21st birthday present.

It costs 298-10%=RM268

Whoops~How expensive uhh!

Luckily that we got 10 person,so each person has to pay RM27/=

LOLS.And Vian is going to AEON to make a towel for Monkey.

It's only RM10++ per person.

Teehee~ And I am going to get myself a POLO T.

How nice is it? I am expecting for tomorrow.Yeahoo~

任由世界

2010-03-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

不知道大家交朋友是出自于

真心还是利用？

朋友上的伤害还比情人上的伤害

还严重！

我再也不敢奢望

永远的朋友，真心的朋友。

因为

一切都只是屁！

就算感情多好的朋友

始终还会散的

俗话说：天下无不散之筵席

我相信，我坚信。

因为

个个朋友都逐渐离远了我

什么屁知心朋友

都是一大堆臭屁！

最可靠的是自己！

肯听你谈心事的朋友

只不过是为了八呱。

人会有那么好心吗？

我不相信！

不要说我钻牛角尖。

人类，都是一样的

世界，社会，人类

就是那么失败。

鸡蛋炒鸭蛋

2010-03-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

我的心情就像股票一样，时起时落。

跌就跌到不像样，起就起到要命。

脾气都很爆。一点小事儿都忍不住要争辩。

可是

我就是很讨厌

没必要要你出声，你却很多话要讲。

发言什么屁？

你家那边有给汤匙不是有给啦！

又不是我打包的。我又怎么懂那边会有汤匙？我又怎么记得要跟他拿汤匙？

Jess都已经去买汤匙，你还说什么烂屁话！

你觉得你很厉害，下次就由你来打包。

每次人家做什么你就只会嫌东嫌西

人家要吃那里，你就要吃这里

你不是去啦！没有人阻止你！

你有几时是有做东西的？

他妈的！不是我要计较，不是我小气，不是我要找架吵

我不能忍受你这种人

我管你什么千金小姐，

你没有做事你就静静，闭上你的嘴！SHUT UP!

你还想大家为你庆祝你即将来到的生日吗？

就算他们会跟你庆祝，

我也不会去！

他妈的！你就是惹火我了！

还有另外一个你，

你要把我的东西还给我就还给我

手伸进伸出干屁啊？！

我告诉你，我没有心情，没有那么无聊跟你完这些无聊事儿！

Dying in a halfway

2010-03-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

Just get the exam time table.Internal Exam will be on 26th March,which mean it falls on next 3 weeks.Starts from tomorrow,additional class will be full for 5 days.The exam rules & regulations not that strict as what I thought.GOD BLESS! I feel wanna cry when I knew the exam is coming so soon.I am dying okay! I can't rest for the 3 months time.And also I can't really enjoy my life like so free.I must lock myself in my room keeping on doing revision and exercise until I am half dead.Damn not in the mood recently.Everyone started feel so stress and dizzy and such a mad cow,got no energy to smile at all.Everyone is exhausted!Suddenly feel that,commit sucide is the best way because I really dare not to face the fact that I am going to fail all the subjects!I am a failure forever in my life.

The most fucking thing is,these days weather is so fucking freaking superbe hot just like staying at desert place.I really couldn't stand on it!

Life's good

2010-03-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

Went for night movie "The Little Big Soldier" on last week.Due to the time we watched till is damn late,so supper plan cancel.Rate it as 8 stars because the one actor is one of my favourite-Wang Lee Hom.He is damn good in the movie.Somehow,this movie is darn funny with the ADORABLE one,Jacky Chan.Wow~ I can say this is a very perfect movie.I drop a little tears.Good one!

It's March.Yesterday was Rachel's birthday and the Chap Goh Meh we went to her house for party.Steamboat and BBQ are nice! I ate super full larh.Suchastupidthing!Me and Tong mistaken that oil is honey.WTF! I gain lots weight on that night weyh! OIL + PLANTA.ISHH!

I am going to start a busy and hectic life from this month onwards till I finished my exam.Dizzy uhh! End of this month going to have my Internal Exam while April and May will be my External Exam.Owhh!How am I going to afford this?I am damn in a stress mood until I am so really hard to concentrate in class.Whathehell! Even when I wake up early in the morning,my brain just thinking of EXAM EXAM EXAM. I tell myself :If I don't give myself a little stress,how will I work harder?I should stop fooling,playing,dreaming around anymore!Stop to enjoy my life for a while month.

I pray for myself that: I can get every subject at least pass or credit,that will be enough for me!(=

Couples outing.

2010-02-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

Addicted to 背對背擁抱 by JJ Lin

The Couples which is Baby and Me,Amos and Ashlynn.We dated each other day before CNY to hang out together.Went to Sunway Pyramid.Owhgosh!They wore couple tee.Okay.Stop this disgusting thing.Ahahah. Walk around Pyramid.Went Cotton On but didn't saw any nice red pants.T_T

The first time went to FULL HOUSE.What I can say is,only the decoration attracts human.The menu not really nice,is only a few choices there.Umphh~I swear I won't step in there the next time.

Studio R and Nike shop to search for new bag.I don't know whether is for Baby or me.Heh heh..Guess so is for me because baby wants back his bag.

College starts tomorrow.Will be a hectic life for me from tomorrow onwards.Am going to stay back for every additional class.I wish I can do my best in my internal and external exam.Not going to fool around and finish up my course work on time.Internal which is in the end of next month while external exam is after 2 weeks of internal exam.It's rushing.Goshh!And after that will have UBS and MYOB classes.Pass 3 subjects and I will be free like sakai.Hooray!Wish me good luck anyway!

Ummph...Tomorrow must wear red colour shirt to get ang pau!Woohoo~~

Tiger Roar Year

2010-02-20T15:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY ROAR ROAR YEAR!

The First Day of CNY

-Was on the way to HATYAI and celebrated my Valentines' Day as well in the car.I thought this year will be really fun for me but ended up really made me so disappointed.

Let's talk about the first day at Hatyai.

Started our journey at midnight 2.Once we reached there,we went to the famous coffee shop to have our breakfast.The Dim Sum and Chicken Rice is really yummy and thumbsup!After that,moved on to Florida Hotel to check in and clean up ourselves and moved ahead to the Pasar.Yesh!Lovin' the pasar very much because the things they sell are really worth and valuable.Go ahead to potong harga with them.Oleh oleh oleh~~ Eherm...Forgotten what we did at that time. Eherm...Only I knew that,our dinner superbe extremely thumbsup I tell you.The place locate somewhere at Bukit.

The Second Day

Woke up early in the morning to have again the delicious Chicken Rice.Woohoo~ It's faith okay!I saw Zhi Rong and his girlfriend.Heh heh...After our breakfast,headed to the temple over there and back to hotel for a rest and moved our leg again to shopping! Yesh!It's really valuable to buy bras at there.Wantan Mee as our lunch.Superbe delicious I tell you.It's near to Florida Hotel and Novotel.Eherm..Let me tell you,the day our dinner were really much more delicious and yummy than the previous one.Ohmyfuckingod!It's godamn tasty.Slurpp! The tomyam soup and additional spicy one,owhmy!Fucking so the ho chiak n ho lim! Eeeee...I feel sort of hungry now.

The Third Day-Last Day

Well,It's time to back to our sweet home.Purchased lotsa comforter and bed sheet.Eeee...It's also really cheap,only RM115 for King,Queen size as well.The breakfast not so nice.Bought the tasty yummy fried chicken and mango sticky rice to eat in the car.Roar roar~ See how tam chiak we are.Drove all the way back to Klang met with a little long traffic jam and we reached Klang at about 10.Quite a tiring vacation tho is only for 3 days.Went for supper then.Urghh!It's really fattening me.

Received lots of ang pau and total I got for my ang pau is RM1160.Wao...Is a big amount for me than the previous year due to my house had party on Chor Sei.Gamble within these days,lose not much about RM50.I am damn freaking unlucky okay!Stop gambling I warned myself.

Forgot what I wanna post up here.
Will add on when I thought of. (=

Let's celebrate.

2010-02-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

As everyone knows,today is Chinese New Year Eve.As usual,the relatives come to my house for "Tuan Yuan Fan".Eherm...What I am going to say is,the atmosphere of CNY is getting boredom.I don't really feel like wanna celebrate for it,plus I still don't get enough CNY clothes!Yesh...The next monday will hang out with Amos,Ashlynn and the most important person-Baby Tan.I heard that Cotton On sells lots of nice clothes and pants.Gonna hunt them asap! Woo woo yea yea~~

In the midnight 2 or 3,will be leaving to HATYAI with Teoh's family.Surely wanna hunt one red colour bra and underwear.Whoops...Quite expect for the short vacation but it's seriously tiring us with the 7 hours journey.Uhh!It's killing me okay! The first thing that I wanna do when reach there is to have manicure and pedicure.Syoknya~ Next on is to massage and lastly enjoy all the delicious,nice,tasty,yummy,famous,thumbsup food over there!I guess my weight will gain lotsa.Will be back of Wednesday and I seriously wanna gamble with all of my relatives and friends.Wait for me everyone!

1 more hours till Chinese New Year and Valentines' Day.Eherm...Damn no in the mood because can't celebrate Valentines' Day with the dearest husband.I freaking superb miss him now okay!I don't know that whether next year can celebrate with him.I wish I can because I say that I want to be with him forever,as long as I can be with him.Shhh...I wanna give him a nice watch as Valentines' Present.

Will add on when I thought of. ( =

Last but not least,
Wishing everyone has a great CNY and Valentines' Day.Earn lots of money while gambling and must share with me!

You are such a slut!

2010-02-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

Now,I really damn pissed off you,BITCH.If yesterday I didn't went there to take for a look,I think something wrong is going to happen.Whathefuck bitch are you thinking now?What benefits will you get if you near to my boyfriend?What the hell is there that took a gather class photo also must near to him?Don't make me mad till the max until I go and whack,smack,slap,pull your hair someday.I hate you till the max now and ever! Hey bitch,you are so interested in grabbing others boyfriend,aren't you?I guess someday I won't stop myself from uploading your photo up for everyone to see who the hell bitch are you.What a shame on you?Find one boyfriend for yourself and stop tempting others boyfriend.Fuck you SLUT!

Better be careful I warn you!

Colourful.

2010-02-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

Yesh...After the Calligraphy competition,with the old mates went to Aeon to fill our spare time.It was been a long time we never hang out with each other.Umphh...should cherish the time with them.We went there to hunt for our new year clothes.Yipee...I bought 3 pieces PDI Polo T and high heel from Vincci.I spent RM165 over there.Total spent =RM210(Voir)+RM165=RM375. Don't get me wrong.Still,I want to buy because it's really not enough for me.Next item to purchase is short pants.Umphh...Waiting for the time.While I were at PDI to choose some shirt,accidentally met with my kor-Owen/Amos.Wow...It's our fate!Hohoho~chat for a little while,waiting for his girlfriend and also waiting for baby.I used almost 4 hours at Aeon just to buy that 3 shirts and 1 high heel.Damn pissed larh!

Went for dinner with family.After that straight went to Aeon watch 《花田喜事2010》。While waiting for the showing time,had some shopping with Baby to buy his new year clothes,eg at HP,Giordano,Bossini and PADINI.Urghh...ended up hunt nothing back.Okay,moved our leg to cinema to buy some tid-bits.Eherm...I got to say the true,this movie is not really nice and I going to rank it for only 5 stars.Got no point,not really funny,damn bored in a half way indeed.I were about to fall asleep inside the cinema because I am no longer like an owl anymore.

I am seriously now in a very nervous mood for tomorrow and the first day of CNY.But no worries,I will be at HATYAI until the 3rd day of CNY.I hope I could enjoy myself much with wearing the new clothes and gamble everywhere.And I feel damn upset because I still buy not enough of clothes larh!!Urghh!!I want more clothes!! T_T

Mommy is not going to cook for dinner tonight because she is freaking busy from the day before yesterday until tomorrow she is going to busy again.Urghh!I really addicted to shopping since I know that CNY is nearer.Ummph...I just can't stop myself from spending money.And I said that,I wanna buy 1 new phone for CNY!And now,I think everything comes to 0.

Happy Birdiee Day

2010-02-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today's pretty cousie birthday.Guess what,I don't know how old is she.Muahaha...But it's okay,at least we celebrated for her.As usual,the families went for dinner together,taste so yummy when we are together,sweet family.( = Cheese. Blew the cake in my house and CHOCOLATE CHEESE CAKE is always my first choice.Weehee~ More photos on facebook.

That's all for today. And,finally I can have my favourite seafood-CRAB!Woohoo~ I am just so enjoy my dinner!

Movie for us.

2010-02-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

The family went for 《大日子woohoo》，well-know as "Tiger Woohoo".Owhhmygod!The ticket price is fucking cheap okay! Only RM7 per ticket.I rated this movie as 6/10.It's quite a funny movie but the one thing very wasted is,Malaysian Chinese doesn't speak the proper way Mandarin.Aikss! And,I couldn't see the main point of this movie cos it ended up with don't know what the hell. But some part made me laugh non-stop just because of 杨佳贤。I laughed once he talked.ROFLMAO!

The next attraction movie 《花田喜事》。I am waiting for it.Woohoo~ Going to watch on any WEDNESDAY! Come on come on! I still not yet buy any new clothes for CNY! Somemore,I am going to paint my nail dekat HATYAI! There is really much thing for me to do during CNY such as gamble till crazy until the next day.Owhhmygod! I just can't wait for it babeh!

Hmmph...I guess I should stop typing right now or else I really will become crazy.

Chaozz!

Fuck off,Bitch!

2010-02-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether you act stupid,dumb,noob or whatever shit.I guess everyone knows that TAN PHAN LENG is currently mine right?I don't understand what the hell that both of you always sms each other?What's the point?Actually I really don't mind that you ask him about homework but now I mind indeed! Fuck you asshole! I try to forgive both of you for already several time,I already hints you not to so close with she again.WTF is there happens? Yeap,You're absolutely right! I care and bother my boyfriend life much and never put him on the free line.Yesh...I had tried but I really can't because he is only mine until he break with me. I won't let the thing past unless I see those message that both of you sent.Fuck your cibai!I really can't stand on you!You make me hate you,you make me wanna kill you,you make me wanna burn you face,BITCH!Don't make me show your face out to everybody and let everyone knows how keji your are!You no need to tell everything to Phan Leng okay?Since he is not your boyfriend. Okay,I really don't know I think too much or whatever shit larh.I just don't want this happen anymore,never ever in my life.Please get lost BITCH!

Frankly,I really can't forget this such a rubbish thing.I wanna it disappear from my brain!fuckoff!

And girl,Don't say I didn't warned you.Don't step in my line or else you will get slap.FuckYou!

Live for fun.

2010-02-01T21:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MONG MONG.

(I accidentally copied someone)*paiseh

The first time I couldn't managed to attend the birthday celebration.Sorry for that.And I still here to wish you a very Happy Birthday and hope you enjoy your day well with your husband and your cute son.Say Cheese~~

Tomorrow college off.And 4 of us will be at BBQ Plaza for brunch at 11am.How excited we are?Actually we date each other on Thursday but we just can't wait for it so... And I know it's really not good for health for eating that but please let us enjoy our life! Life's rocks!

I feel upset that I still not yet even buy 1 piece of shirt.Guess what? I need to move on my leg to Aeon for this weekend perhaps.And this Sunday will be my day to beautify my nails!Yeahoo~!! I am damn feel excited for it and please don't cancel! GBM! Still,I am so excited for the coming CNY because family and relatives will be going to HATYAI for 3 days 2 nights trip.

I had this quiz on Facebook.But it definitely X X X.

頭腦靈活、充滿創意
充滿了藝術天份和靈感巧思，而且對自己要求很高。雖然外在表現非常有風格，但是卻沒有顯露出自己的真實性情。其實他們就是擅長隱藏或掩飾自我個性，有時會過於拐彎抹角，不然就是凡事太講究了，有時候反而會延誤到正式或主題。

I'm trying hard to make my friendship to be better.

刺。痛。

2010-02-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

至今以后，我再也不会信任任何朋友，因为，我真的很受伤了。
就是，如果你坚持要当狗仔队、传话筒之类的
就请你，马上从我的世界里消失。
我可以当作没有认识过你。
因为你们这样的举动，简直就是狗会做的东西。
如果你们看不惯我的所作所为，那你们也不需要很勉强的跟我做朋友。
因为我不需要、我不稀罕少了你们这些朋友``的确。

我很在乎朋友对我的看法。
就是，如果你真的很看不过眼我的话，
我，不会留你们。

我知道，那位可尊敬的传话筒，是你！

2010-01-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

ATT:

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ONCE YOU STEP IN MY BLOG.

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. ( :

ENJOY CLICKING!

Blank it

2010-01-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

I know I am damn nerd in sometimes.Urghh! I went to Pyramid for already 2 days just to hunt for New Year clothes.But ended up I bought nothing back.It's just wasting my time anyway.No nice clothes,no clothes that suit me even some is too fit either too mature for me.Yerk...I hate this kind of feeling of didn't purchase anything.I feel guilty anyway. So I give up on there and let's shop another day at AEON. I wanna buy lots of things for the coming CNY such as heels,dress,short pants,polo tee,red colour bra and some of my stuffs.The most important one is,NEW HANDPHONE!Yesh...I am very excited for it.

Today is the very last day of January.And I want Baskin Robbin!Who is willing to bring me there?Urghh!Perhaps I going myself later.Whoops~ Guess what,I had been fooling around in this month.And start from tomorrow onwards,I got to be really concentrate and finish up my homework on the day due to internal exam will be on end of March.Teeez.

Gambateh + Add oil

To all my friend and also myself.

2010-01-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

生活确实的乏味无趣

身边多了一些无畏的传话筒

他们生来就很污染这世界

如果我真的猜对那个人是你的话

我们彼此就绝交算了

我的身边不需要这些走狗！

你把话说在前头

就以为我不会怀疑你了吗？

臭屁啊你！你不需要浪费时间讲吧！

谁虚伪，谁犯溅，大家清楚。

不需要你来告诉大家！

你说的话难道比别人来得有道理吗？

臭屁！我一点都不觉得好不好。

这些话儿不多说。

Not easy as I thought.

2010-01-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

First,I am totally speechless facing your girl friends around you.Don't they know you had have girlfriend?Even they know,they still like to sms with you either near to you.Not I don't let they near you or sms you,but it's just like I am still not yet enough perfect to be your girlfriend or you feel bore when sms with me?I control myself not to check your message but my mind just tell me something wrong between you and them.Those messages both of you send is really fun than sms with me.I admit I am a failure in any situation,but I try my best to pamper you,bear you with my really true heart.I felt I change but not much.Still,I am bad-temper sometimes.Sorry.I can feel how's xxxxx feeling on the past.It's just totally same with the feeling I have it now.I can cry non-stop.No matter how,I trying hard to control myself not to mind,not to care,not to bother too much on you.I will let you free as much as you want.I know I am stingy always.But I really have to.I really try not to put so much effort on you.I know that I am no longer belong to you.

Somehow,I really scare to lose you.You're apart of my life.Whenever what I do,I really wish that you are beside me,in every moment.I love the way you hug me tight,I love the way you kiss me full with romance,I love the way you talk to me,I love you do everything when I am with you.I really afraid that what I love will disappear silently.

Can you feel how will this relationship last long?I really don't want to expect it anymore even what you say next year?I can't predict how's our life will be in the future.I wish it will be brilliant for both of us.

Yes,I seriously not a perfect girlfriend.I got no qualification to be your girlfriend,I got no rights to bother your life.I really got to put you on the free line.

弃。

2010-01-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

说实在的，我很想赶快离开那间学院。

因为，那边所存在的都不是真心的朋友

甚至，每天都取笑你的朋友。

就算她们知道了你的秘密，也不会把它隐藏着。

就是要让全世界懂才甘愿。

我实在已经没有心待在那边了

我只是想，时间赶快过去吧！

没了她们，我的世界也不会变得黑暗。

算了。

朋友这种东西，我也已经没什么在乎了。

更何况，是现在她们这班朋友。

很有心地想分享我的故事，我的遭遇给她们听
为什么身为最老的那个都要取笑你？
很好笑么？我说得不够认真吗？
我信任你们，我才把我的内心事告诉你们。
我觉得你很可悲吧！连笑话都不懂得分辨。
嗯~~我败给了你们。
只是，谢谢那些肯认真听我说的人。　

幸亏，还有几个月的时间
我们就真正结束了我们之间的友谊
虽然这段友谊得来不易，因为年龄有点差距
可是，失去了也并不怎么样。

毕。

2010-01-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

The 1 year anniversary.It's hard for me to build up so long relationship.So far,just once.Present not very special.Just a hand-made book.Written our story inside.Our memory,so far it's the best for me.We went for movie-The Spy Next Door.Thanks to Strawberry for helping me to buy ticket.

Nahh! This is the movie we watch.Fortunately,I met with Louie and her mum. Urghh! I dropped my tears for twice due to Bob is leaving the kids and he makes the kids like him.Mwahh!The best ever scene.Somehow,I rated it as 8/10.Okay larh...I thought this movie wasn't that nice.Hmph! After that,we went for WINDMILL for our dinner.I tell all of you,don't ever go to there,seriously you will regret.The foods at there taste bad and lack of romance.OMFG! Fine.But I enjoy with my baby.He promised me that next year will be different.And,he bought me NIKE bottle but I haven't received it.Thanks,my sweetheart.

Another story for today.I rushed to bank to ask for a new ATM card but the banker so damn stupid brainless! I tried for several times,memang cannot use but they refused to and ask me try again.Damn fucking faggots! I seriously going to cry that time.I still had to drive back home for twice.Why Indian and Malay are always so brainless than Chinese do?Fuck off! Their brain just suck with rubbish or anything else.Chinese are smarter in anytime.东西是死的，人脑是活的。They just don't want to make a new atm card for me and at last the Chinese guy gives me a DEBIT card due to HLB is no longer using atm card anymore.Swt.I don't think so.

I just feel proud of myself.Finally I own a bank account and it seriously helps me.I know I should start save money.I am awake!Not to spend so much money on silly,useless things anymore!

Black.White.

2010-01-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

First of all,I am going to talk about FRIEND again,again.I am saying that I hate backstabber.I said: Friend is really important in my life than my currently boyfriend.He knows that too.I have been sacrificed a lots just to meet back my friend and I dumped my boyfriend a side.Not saying I very great or mighty. As if I treat you good,so don't try to hurt me or be a backstabber,okay? I just hate it very much.Don't tell me that you don't hate this kind of human? It's such an irritating and a disgusting person.Just fuck off in this world.Nobody needs you.Somehow,there's still some don't ever care about any friend but I care.If I don't do anything on you,so just broom away out of my life.Don't ever try to betray me. Some of you might feel that I am annoy.Yes,I admit. I am not going to have any relationship between those human.

I just met with my baby no longer.I miss him superb extremely much till I going to be crazy.I sent him a delicious and full of loves' dinner.Urghh...Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary.Guess what,I never ever give him a present from the day we couple till now.Yeah...I am such a failure in every situation.And I fucking admit it b'cos I got no reason to deny. =.= I wish from tomorrow onwards will be very pretty amazing life for us.And,DON'T TRY TO STEP IN A LEG BETWEEN US.You are warned! Don't make me feel like killing you.Urghh!!

Thursday we are going to have movie 《大日子》 perhaps.Most probably I think is the movie.They said it's funny and worth to see.So,let's move!

2010-01-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Get to know my own personality :

√ Great sense of humor.

√ Cheerful and vibrant.

X Ambitious.

√ Short tempered.

√ Impatient.

X More logical than emotional.

X Attractive looks and pleasing personality.

X Honest and trustworthy.

X Generous.

√ Amiable.

X Dynamic.

√ Love to be praised.

X Patriotic.

X Good dresser.

√ Fun to be with.

√ Outgoing.

废墟

2010-01-08T21:45:00.001+08:00

其实我很想写东西

但是没有东西写了

Take It Easy.No worries.

2010-01-07T20:43:00.004+08:00

It's Friday again,tomorrow.

Last day to school for this week.

Urghh...I seems like always waiting for holiday.

No doubt.Yes,I am.

1 more months till Chinese New Year.

I am expecting for ang pau = money.

Eherm...Going to buy new clothes perhaps after 2 or 3 weeks.

Mom warned me: No more buying short pants!

So,I think I should change my style.

New Year New Style.

I found that,these day everywhere is playing New Year song.

Wow...Sounds good babe! OMG!

Don't you think it's so freaking early?

I knew from my friend that her mom already bought new year song before Christmas.

ZOMG!

Everyone seems in the mood for the coming CNY.

LOLS.Anyway,I think that everyone ang pau money will lesser than the previous year

due to the economy is really bad.

But,I can see BMW is now everywhere on the road.

Ridiculous,no?

Here to wish Lewis , Annie and my cousin bro-Nigel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Have a wonderful day full happiness with your loves one,friends or family.

Take care.

All the best.( :

Blessing you.

2010-01-06T17:17:00.001+08:00

I am here.

Going to Annie's 21st birthday at her house-Kapar 10 miles.

It's really far away from my house.

No worries about transport.Stanley is going to fetch me. weee~~

Hmm...So sad that Sam couldn't manage to go. ) :

What a sad case?!

Here to wish Bih Tsong Tan , Jeling Chua , Raymond Ong

Happy Birthday.All the best to all of you!

Have an awesome day!

2010-01-06T16:40:00.008+08:00

I am on the mood to write a new post here. Geez...and now I started jealous HH student.And I don't know why.I just feel regret that I didn't continue my study at there tho I have to waste 1 year time.Urghh!! It's just pissed me off okay?! Fine then.Regrets no use.

I just don't want to disclose to everyone.

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Sky still the blue.

2010-01-04T16:36:00.001+08:00

The sweet us were to AEON for movie which is Alvin and the chipmunks 2.I am so in love with them since the first ep shown up.I rated it as 10/10.They are seriously funny,cute and adorable.I love the way they act.Besides,Eleanor is much more cute.OMG! I just can't stop laughing.They are perfect! Urghh! Hawke is still the way same. Anyway,everyone,is really valuable to watch it!No regrets,with lots of happiness on the way back to home.

I'M A SINGLE LADY

I'M A SINGLE LADY.

by Chipettes.

Oh ya...my family has started to plan some programme and a trip for the coming Chinese New Year.

Woahh...How fast are they.

Screw up my life

2010-01-01T13:49:00.001+08:00

The second post for the first day of year 2010.Today not so my day.I hate today.Not a good beginning indeed.I need a very silent place.As who wanna hang out with me,please date me out.I just don't wanna rotting at home today.What to do? They don't allowed me to gamble,my life's just so suck! I think I should go for the interview that located at TESCO as a promoter for beauty,RM70 per day.Wooshh~! Just to spend some of my free time. The Hokkaido trip's photos is really not successful to upload.What is wrong? Everything just happened so incidentally.I wish I could leave far away from here.Perhaps this is not my place to stay.I can't predict how's my life will be in the future but I bet it will not a really good life.My life's just a maze.I being so emo from the beginning year.So,what's next happening? Well,just let it be.

I wanna eat alot today to abreact,to forget the past,let new life start,let everything start from 0! But the fact is,I got no point to go through my life.I got no idea,no way.

Urhmm...Let start redecorate my blog!

Start from 0

2010-01-01T03:05:00.000+08:00

Welcome to year 2010.Just came back from 1U for countdown with buddies.I miss them lotsa.The first time I went for countdown.Took quite a lots of photos.Will be upload to facebook.

Time passes extremely fast.I asked myself what I did last year? My answer is nothing.I were just fooling around.It's really just a blink eyes.WTH! Well,everything just happened so dramatically.Seriously,I don't really like 2009.I prefer a brand new year.

Everything should start from 0.

● A brand new style for me

● Good result for my LCCI

● Being more good temper

Actually just a very random post for today.

Will add on when I thought of.

White Season

2009-12-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

Back from Hokkaido.Everything's out of my expectation.See how good?It was really amazing and an awesome trip.Woohoo~~ My christmas wasn't that nice.See,I never ever celebrate Christmas before.I countdown for it on plane ; I celebrated on the bus.See how kesian? But I got Christmas present when I got out from the airport.Snow is all on the road.THE WHITE HEAVEN.Was great!But everyone almost fell down due to the snow is going to melt.

The first day we were so expect to eat up all the crabs but till the next second onwards day,we started felt so disgusting.OMG!Just imagine how big the crab is.And if you still can't,just view it at my facebook.Yerk! Scallop everyday.The same food always for our breakfast.But the one thing is,our lunch and dinner were superbe awesome,tasty,delicious,yummy tummy!!I love the last dinner-BBQ.It was a buffet BBQ.I prefer this more than BBQ plaza from that night onwards.I wish Malaysia could has this in somewhere.The hotel are always 4 star and above.ngiek ngiek~~ The outlet store is all branded.And I got one ROXY sandal at there.And the 3 hours time was not enough for us to shop.Eww~~ Hot chicks and Handsomes' not even more than Korea.

And I don't really can stand on the weather.Superbe freaking cold until my fingers was going to freeze.But hot chicks is always wearing mini skirt and with a high heels boots.See how sexy they are?

Eherm...I can see nothing's different change when I came back to Malaysia.The one thing is, my heart.

Sorry if I do something wrong to you.

I might change in anytime,whenever,wherever.

And be prepare cos someday I might hurt you in deep.

And I know something's really not going happen.I know what should I do.

What's the matter you are hiding here and there.I won't kill you nor rape you.

What's you guys plan for tomorrow?

New year is coming,2010.

And I get nothing new in my life.

Where's my brilliant life?

F & M

2009-12-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

Eherm....Finally the expected has come but yet

I still not in the mood and not really excited for it

What the heck is happen?

I just don't like we have faith between us

I don't want to have it anymore!

It's just annoying and make me feel so yucky

You are such a bastard instead!

Today,24th,Christmas Eve-Silent Night

Enjoy the song - Silent Night very much

Feel it so peacefully and harmony

Hey ya everyone, where you all going for tonight?

I bet everyone already plan for today since a while month

LOLS.Hope everyone enjoy today with your loves one and friends. ( =

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What had happened on yesterday?

Me , Vian and Kong went Pyramid

Went for pasta which under the floor of Billabong

Eherm...taste quite nice but the price is really unaffordable

RM20++ per mini plate

But either pasta or spaghetti, they are always my love one!

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Today's really a good day for everyone.

Samantha Lim and Richeal Goh birthday is on today

Wow..And I bet they surely have fun on tonight.

Enjoy your day! (=

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Leaving Malaysia.

I started to miss my love one since yesterday night

Urghh! It's really torturing me and my tears going to drop

I wish I could enjoy my trip

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas in advance.Enjoy and full-filled your day with happiness.

No worries.Tomorrow will be a another new day.

Have a very new year!

I received a Giordano sweater from the love one.

Thanks a lot to him

Muaxx Muaxx Muaxx <3

冬至。22.12

2009-12-22T00:31:00.001+08:00

去年的冬至是在无名过。

我说啊，时间真的不流人啊。

没人提醒，还不知道已经冬至了呢。

吓到拉！

俗语说：一眨眼。

真的是啊！

大人们说：吃一粒，代表大一岁。

那，我选择不吃。

我想停留岁月。

一直，一直的

永远18。

在还没冬至前

就一起搓了面团

等着早上搓成圆粒

分别有红色 & 青色

嘿嘿...吃起来的心情也不同哦。

时间，过得很快。

刚才明明有很多东西想打在这里

一下却忘记了。

还是祝大家：

冬至快乐！

快高长大！

JAFRP

2009-12-19T20:42:00.006+08:00

Here I am to update my blog since I got nothing to do.

Suppose to be at SUMMIT to support Ivan Sim in LIVE but due to some personal reason.

So that's brooom away.

And my superbe dearest baby went to SG.

And I started missing him the day before he went to.

I phoned him on yesterday night just to hear his voice for a while,better than nothing.

I dropped my tears coincidentally yet I try not to.

As usual,I log in to Plurk , Facebook , Blogspot and E Buddy.

I facing them everyday till I bored.

Day till Night.

What am I suppose to do?

I should go for Sam's house for revision.

Okay,Let's start someday.I promise myself.

My Facebook.Since when appeared out irritating one?

Just delete me in your friend list if you don't like to see my status and just fuck off immediately.

Don't waste my facebook space and spam like hell.

Hello,it's my page,not yours!Get lost if you hate it.

Don't wanna see you leave comment at my page anymore.STFU!

Since you're so free enough to spam people space

Why don't you get some more benefit works for you?

Eherm...stop mentioning.

The 23rd,Vian and Kong coming my house for a night.

Eherm..It's nice indeed.

For those who wanna stay in my house,welcome.

But reason must me acceptable. ( =

I just found out that AEON just open a new shop-ADIDAS.

I should ask for part time perhaps on tomorrow.

Wait for my good news.

I need to work due to I LACK OF MONEY.

Tag

2009-12-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

First name : Tan
Nickname : Amanda
Name you wish you had : -
What do people normally mistake your name for : Pronounce wrongly!
Birthday : 16 Dec 91
Birthplace : Klinik Tee , Klang
Time of birth : Midnight
Single or taken : Taken
Zodiac sign : Meh meh meh...Goat

- Your appearance -
How tall are you : 154cm
Wish you were taller : Sure
Eye colour : Dark Brown
Eye colour you want : Green
Natural hair colour : Black
Current hair colour : Blonde
Short or long hair : Long
Ever dye your hair a bizzare colour: Yea
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : Never
Glasses or contacts : Glasses
Do you wear make up : No
Ever had hair extensions : No
Paint your nails : Yes

- In the Opposite Gender -
What colour eyes : Dark Brown
What colour hair : BLACK
Shy or Outgoing : Both
Looks or personality : Personality then Looks
Sexy or cute : Cute
Serious or fun : Depends on
Older or younger than you : Older
A turn on : -
A turn off : -

- This or That -
Flowers or Chocolates : Chocolate
Pepsi or Coke : Coke
Rap or Rock : Rock
Relationship or one-night stand : Relationship
School or work : School
Love or money : Both
Movies or musics : Music
Country or city : Country
Sunny or rainy days : Sunny
Friends or family : I need both

- Have you ever -
Lied : Yes
Stole something : Yes
Smoked : -
Hurt someone close to you : Yes
Broke someone's heart : Yes
Had you heart broken : Yes
Wondered what was wrong with you : Yes
Wish you were a prince / princess : No
Liked someone who was taken : Yes
Shaved your head : Never and No
Been in love : Yes
Use chopsticks : Yes
Sang in the mirror to yourself : Yes.but only a few second =.=

- Favourites -
Flower : Not really in it
Candy : No
Song : -
Scent : -
Colour : White , Blue , Black , Red
Movie : -
Word : LOL
Junk food : CHIPS!!!!!
Website : http://www.freekoamanda.blogspot.com/
Location : Japan , Singapore , Korea and 西方国家
Animal : Puppy

Ever cried over someone : Yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : My appearance
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : None
Do you play any sports : Yes

- The Rules -
Link to your taggers and post these rules
List eight random facts about yourself and tag eight people

Okay.here goes my 'Eight Random Facts' :
( i ) I need a better life.
( ii ) More confident to myself
( iii ) More money come over
( iv ) Everyone lives in a healthy , peaceful and healthy environment
( v ) No more argument between us
( vi ) A real friendship
( vi ) BRILLIANT one
( vii ) Have a vacation with lota buddies and friends

1 am 18 !

2009-12-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

I turned to legal on 16 Dec,which is on yesterday.What I can say is,this year is really a totally very different year for me.I got surprised from baby at my college.He lied on me said that he will back to Klang on 3-4 o'clock.Yen sms me,and so I thought Yen wanna celebrate birthday with me.Urhhmm..Guess what happened larh?Baby was hiding behind me.OMG! Luckily I could stop my tears from dropping.Urghh!

I was really careful to open the present given by baby. The first I thought it was a ring. TADANG~!!!

It's a watch.The first time I received a watch.The most expensive present.I guess this cost pretty high.Thanks so much baby.I almost drop my tears.I felt touched okay!

Get used to roll at home till night then Dragon-I for dinner.Ryan asked me to find Zhe Leng just for the present below.It was like playing hide n seek.Fiuhh... Thanks to Ryan and others of them.Cos I really don't know who gave me this.

The Bear. Birthday + Christmas Present.

The Card from Amy , Annie , Chai Lynn , Sam , Koei , Mong mong , Queen , Stanley , Emily & my "DAD" - Yancov. Again , I almost dropping tears.

Kindly thanks to all of them who wishes me : -

Ryan is the first one who call me to wish me but it was at about 11.45.

Yong Zhu , the second who wish me on chun 12.

Baby.The most importantly.He composed a tone to sing a Happy Birthday song for me.My tears dropped can't stop.It's really superbe touched.

The next others was Run Ping and Apple.

Kopi , Rain( idk this is who) , 阿鸡 , 五运，Apple , Annie , Amy , Zhe Leng , Yen , Naimo Sifu , Chin Seng and some others I had really forgotten.

Feel a bit disappointed that Sim Yong mui doesn't wish me like last year.And Lewis,she phoned me on last year on zhun 12 to wish me. ) =

Louie :

Wishing me through phone , plurk and also blog. Thanks alot n alots!

And also thanks to ah bii , bou bui kong , Fish , M.Shii , 黄大哒，Strawberry.

Vian :

Wish me through facebook tho she is already at Hong Kong.

And lastly , thanks for all who wish me through facebook! Thanks alot. And I need to thanks to is Kenji Ng and Hock Kooi. We doesn't talk to each other but I received their warm wishing. Thanks alot.

The Family.I don't know what medicine they took wrong.Gave me a surprised.Just couldn't control to stop my tears.

Suddenly a mommy brought a cake out from dining room.Urghh!! Thanks alot to them! The first time they will give surprise. =.=

This year birthday is really very special for me! Good Memory.I will keep it nicely.

Once again , thanks to all of you!!

The ever special day for me. ( = ILY

2009-12-15T22:51:00.001+08:00

Tonight totally a different night for me.Everyone gathered at Green Box for celebrating my birthday.I talked to myself : Sure I won't cry.What for I cry?Eherm...but the time they played HAPPY BIRTHDAY song,my tears drop without telling me.I was like oh shit! I break myself promise.I felt pretty touch due to those very friendly and kind friends.I know the cost will very high.Seriously here to thanks all of them.Annie , Sam , Amy , Koei , Mong mong , Jess , Chai Lynn , Stanley and also Jess's bf-David. (i think everyone is in the list right?)

Queen not managed to present due to some personal reason.It's okay.I received your wish.Thanks everyone.

All of you make me can't forget tonight.It might be a best memory ever in my life.

Sincerely THANKS to all of you !!

Today's is really special.The first time I received CUPCAKE.Delicious indeed!

Full with cheesy.YUMMY!!

For more photos , check it out at MY PAGE!

有感而发

2009-12-14T20:51:00.001+08:00

翻阅会从前无名日志。 大家也不妨去看看

我发觉我比从前更爱隐瞒自己

话说从前我不顾一切

释放出自己的心情是如何的

透过部落我就知道我成长了多少我改变了多少

我不敢面对自己面对大家甚至面对事实

也许吧

人渐渐在变我们没察觉

幸亏我有无名帮着我恢复记忆

只在当时

我像是回到了从前那活泼开朗天真的我

现在成年了

不一样了翅膀硬了尾巴长出来了

忠言逆耳了所有怪事都一一出现了

青少年

越变越emo

为啥？

不知道什么原因

整天闷闷沉沉的

好 LIFELESS

没人能帮到我

脾气烂

做什么事都要快

新陈代谢？还是啥？

我真的不知道。

朋友？算什么？

我只是在他们世界的灰尘

或许连灰尘都不如

我相信

人类都是 “无事不登三宝殿”的

不是的话就怪了

距离也是个问题

距离远了话题也少了

话说还有所谓的 "Forever Friend" ?

自从我到学院了

我根本就不敢相信这句话

因为在我还没进学院前

Forever Friend 就已经毁了

对生活

早就没有期待很美好

话说我是普通人一个

即将到来的生日

也不算什么。

Life just is.

2009-12-14T15:54:00.005+08:00

I was about to update my blog

But my brain is empty

I bet everyone enjoying their holiday with full of joy

Christmas is coming soon.

Any plan for you guys?

Seriously , I never celebrate Christmas before.

Never ever receive a Christmas present.

Never ever hangout to countdown with friends.

Never even been date out.

My life's just meaningless than others do.

OMMF!!

I wish this year will be a totally different year for me. A brand new year.

Something special happen on the expected day and the coming Christmas.

Yet , I don't have any extravagance hope.

GODBLESS!

I wish I hope .

2009-12-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

I hope I am in the mood for the expected day.

I hope it wasn't too oppressive and cool and yet it's a brilliant day for me.

I hope something special happen.

I hope it will be a meaningful day in my life.

I hope there's a miracle between affair.

I wish everything happen out of my expectation.

I hope what I hope.

I hope there's a totally different scene.

Fill in the blank .

2009-12-11T20:26:00.006+08:00

Had nothing to do for whole day .

Plus , Today is public holiday .

I gained weight from 45 to 47 kg .

Geezz...I got no idea why there're so much tasty , delicious , yummy food in the world .

Ushhh! I downloading games .

It's for me to fill up my night time .

I'm thinking what to eat for tomorrow breakfast. =.=

And yea , you guys finally know how lifeless I am .

I felt boring & tiring facing to PLURK , BLOG & FACEBOOK .

What to do with them ?

Was nobody accompany me .

The only thing I can find is , MUSIC .

NO MUSIC NO LIFE . Agree ?

Oh yeshh... I couldn't manage to update my blog often .

Just a word , I am LIFELESS .

Last but not least ,

I wish : ( i ) To have a short trip either vacation with friends.

( ii ) To have French Manicure .

( iii ) To have a brilliant life.

Note down my life.

2009-12-05T15:53:00.002+08:00

Say HELLO to my blog.Dumped my blog for already 4 days but seems like 1 month never touch pc.Urghh..J-card member day were crowded and packed with lotsa human.Seems like 1 year never shopping yet the stuff like free gift.=.= I pissed off to those customer - " YIM CHIM" indeed until I doesn't know how to communicate with them especially those who speaks CANTONESE! The first time ever I experienced how work feel.Standing for 8 hours, non-stop explaining to customers, tidy up bras in every second. I never purchase any bra because my salary not enough to pay for it. KIM GARY for 2 days. =.= I am broke okay! My salary only RM160 , there's only enough for me to survive for a week or maybe 3 days.MUST SAVE! Had supper for already 3 days.Please tell me how I lose weight ler? I've no idea,standing for so many hours till wanna faint.Foot pain , headache,everywhere pain.I can tell you guys,working as part-timer is fun than you sitting at home.Because at least you get something to do and get experience from it.( = Had lunch together with Sam Sia.
*teehee Seriously,1 hour lunch time is really not enough for us.At least 1 hour 30 minutes larh.

I going to turn to legal on 16 DEC. Expect it for a very long time.But still,I am not allow to clubbing except with cousins.21 years old is time for me to enter CASINO!Amazing~!! I got my own space for a very long time but sure I need to take good care of myself.I promise and I will do it.And yesh,I never celebrate Christmas before,so who going to date me out,welcome.*teehee

Okay,The Christmas Card that I shown in below of this post,is the present that I give to all of you.Hope you like it.( =

JAVRP

2009-11-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Was yesterday.

We celebrated Uncle Bom's birthday at Station 1

It's faith okay! I saw my Lewis , Mango & Ray. *weehee

Ishhh...due to photo uploading is incrediblex slow.Kindly view at HERE.

It's all over there okay!

Today is the last day of November.Gonna say again, TIME PASSES SO FAST. =.=

I wish I could return back to the time when I were a kid.

CHERISH!

Erghhh...not going to regret anything larh.

And yeap, I went to AEON again. =.=

I seems go there everyday.

Ehermm...I will work as promoter at Jusco Department-Triumph tomorrow , only for 4 days.

I'm Lovin It. I love to buy bra okay!

Come bong chan me larh okay? Thank you. ( =

Silly and crazy thing did by Me and Baby. TADANG~~

Give some comment on my art.Baby helped me to choose colour.

Thanks. I addict to this since I were a kid. ( =

But I am not good on doing this kind of thing

Ishhh...feel so sia-sui of those children are better than me lotsa. =.=

Ehermm...The rule & regulation in Jusco Department incrediblex strictly.

32 Things You Didn't Know About Me Until You Read This

2009-11-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

1. What Color Is Your Toothbrush:
▪ Currently in Pink

2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today:
▪ My Baby

3. What were you doing at 8 AM?:
▪ I just woke up.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?:
▪ Watching Tv

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?:
▪ China Teh

6. Who is the last person you sent a message to you on Facebook?
▪ Chai Lynn

7. Ever go camping?:
▪ Never ever

8. Do you go to church every Sunday?:
▪ Never

9. What did your last text message say?
▪ 快点去忙了快点过来

10. Where is your dad?
▪ Living Room

11. Look to your left, what do you see?:
▪ Wall

12. What color is your watch?
▪ Got no watch

13. Whath were you doing at midnight last nigt?
▪ Celebrate for friend's birthday

14. How old are you?:
▪ 17

15. Do you want to change your name?
▪ Nothing's wrong with my name

16. How Many Kids Do You Want To Have?
▪ 2

17. Would you kiss any of your facebook friends?
▪ Nope

18. Who are the best huggers that you know?
▪ My Baby

19. List three favorite colors/shades:
▪ Black
▪ White
▪ Blue

20. Have you ever fallen in love?:
▪ Yes for sure

21. How did you get your worst scar?
▪ Cycled bicycle

22. Do you like cats?:
▪ BULL SHIT!

23. Do you love anyone?
▪ Yes.

24.What do you hope to get on ur b'day?
▪ Full-filled with happiness

25.Do u plan any trip for ur next coming
▪ Hmmm...

26. What do you usually do during the day?:
▪ Online , Shopping , Roll at home

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?:
▪ Exactly no

28. Is anyone jealous of you:
▪ LOLS.Nothing for them to jealous.

29. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?:
▪ Slipper

30. Last song listened to?
▪ Can't remember

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?:
▪ My Baby

32. What is your favorite number?:
▪ 7

Happy Burst Day

2009-11-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to the Dearest Uncle Lee.He turned to 20 years old on chun 12 am.

The right one.This was last year photo.

Will celebrate for him later on.Present not prepare.

All the best to you , Uncle Bom!

Untitled

2009-11-27T15:20:00.004+08:00

A lifeless person and a very random post here.Today is Selamat Hari Haji but no one ring my phone up.Owhhh...which mean they are busy working now.*sigh Any suggestion for me to fill up my spare time? Finally I straighten my hair yesterday but due to my hair is now flat enough so I will post up my photo few days later. (= Till today, I couldn't manage to watch 2012 and MEATBALL.Remember what I said? I said that I wanna be the first one who watch MEATBALL but ended with nothing.It's pretty deject.

Sam told me that she can't sleep well because she keeps predict that what will happen on 2012.Goshh! This movie seriously frightening lotsa timid human.

I wanna watch A Christmas Carol and The Box.Please date me for these movie. ( =

我真想大骂粗话一顿！

2009-11-21T21:59:00.004+08:00

啊~~~~我好乱啊！让我的头脑清醒下好不好？

得罪了什么啊？折磨我干嘛？

尤其是你、你、你、你！！

我对你们很厌倦，反感啊！

我知道世界上什么人类都有

，我相信我身边会有这些人。

就是你，

不要用那种奇怪言语跟我说话。

你，没资格。

你算什么年纪啊？

我好无奈 `` 无奈得不得了！

我尽量能避开就避开。我真的SURRENDER了!

我相信人类的头脑是聪明的

不必我说的那么明。

不要问我啥事。我有权利不说。

把关系、事情搞好。

不然死的会是我。

选择、决定了。

Life's just like this.

2009-11-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't want dump my blog again , again.Since holiday starts,I started to be alone and missing baby crazily.He is coming back to Klang the next Monday due to his English tuition in school.*great Sad case,He must back to home on time and coming back here the next day again.Ishhh...I thought I can meet him longer? ) : What's the silly idea out from his mom mind? Don't you think it's too troublesome? Fine.I'm not going to mention it anymore.

It's the 10th month of us.I hope our relationship will goes smoothly.It's been a time we never watch movie due to I am just like a pig can just sleep inside the cinema tho the movie is interesting enough.I'd rather seek for nice food.LOLS.

I gained 1kg.I can't even feel full enough nowadays tho I already eat a bowl of rice.wth What's inside my stomach huh?Goshh~If I keep my meal this way,sure I will fat like 5 years ago.I was a fatty okay.

I just don't like their habituality also their style!

No word can describe.

2009-11-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

I am back to my blog again.

Life's getting complicated and complicated.

I still left 3 more months till my EXAM!

Started getting nervous.Still, I just wish I could get at least all PASS.

I should start fight for it. I wish I could manage to do those crazy question paper myself.

But, I CAN'T even do a question.

I BEING FAILURE FOR ALREADY 17 YEARS.

FSP

2009-11-15T16:47:00.005+08:00

Your every words make everyone can't stand of it.

Hey,please don't meant to be curse people to break up if you are single now.

Don't look down people how short will their relationship goes on.

If you don't know anything,please shut up and just be yourself.

Don't care how others do.

Don't pretend to be like you're so pro , so well-understanding in love.

What all you say is just BULL SHIT!

You just wanna everyone be SINGLE like you.

Guess right?

You believe that relationship won't goes last long ,

I can say is , YOU ARE WRONG!

I serious won't stop anyone of you to admit what I say in above.

Admit if you are.Deny if you don't.

the first time ever ; fate

2009-11-12T15:01:00.006+08:00

I managed to go to their graduation ceremony.I thought there was no one going. XD

I saw everyone cried.And so,I couldn't stop my tears drop.

My dear kong cried , dear siew yen cried , huang xiao bii cried , dear xuxu cried , all my dearest friend cried.

Everyone tell me , how could I stop my tears.I hug them so tightly.

While that moment , I realized what's the sound of farewell.

They played the song made us cried non-stop.Everyone was crying.

Till that,I don't know what should I do. ) :

The best thing to express their emotion that time - CRY OUT LOUD.

Luckily HH doesn't get flooded. fiuhhhh

We get used to sign on everyone's school uniform , non-stop taking photo.

everyone just became like an artist in a sudden.

The Best Memory indeed. ♥

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The Prom Night.

Rachel rang my phone up asked me to go.

And so , I started rushed for shower.

Get scolded by baby due to LAST MINUTE PLAN. *sorry

Reached there at about 8 something , met M.S

We walked in together but dare not to enter the room.

MENSIASUIKAN.

Baby just wore a POLO T & Shorts . *geeeez

We just there to walk around and chat with some friends.

And to fetch up dear kong.She was been too bored at there.

Then , headed to Pizza Hut ‘cause huang xiao bii want it.

3 personal pizza , 5 person share.1 jug of PEPSI.

Cherish everything that you have it now.

What I can say is , Friends doesn't stay with you in a longer time.

* I BELIEVE. *

I truly wish all of you stay in a good status ,

Best Luck in your future. ( :

I've been out !

2009-11-09T20:08:00.008+08:00

Finally guys I am back to here.I know I dumped my blog for almost a month.Sorry everyone.I got scolded somemore. XD And finally I get the software of nokia to upload my photos.ishhh I guess my writing skill getting poor.

Okay,here start the day from 30 Oct , which is my baby's birthday. ( :

There I got a PDI shorts for him as birthday present.Luckily he didn't own the same style.fiuhh And actually I supposed to bake a cake for him but due to I am superbe lazy so that's disappeared.brooom~~ We had our dinner at WINDMILL. Quite yet romantic. "The Candle Light Dinner" which was our first time.

I still can't get why the shape looked like this!

I got to end with this photo till the next post.

1/11 , 00.00 which was the time 小空 , 阿曼哒 and 黄大哒 gave surprise to 黄小比。She was totally speechless and almost dropping tears.See how great we were?ngiek ngiek Photo of the day :

Thanking us.

When I trying hard to capture with N73.

She got surprise while saw this. ( :

And guess what the next day we did.Whoops~ We went Sungei Wang to do some shopping.I were actually there like window shopping. xD And kong plans to get a tattoo behind her neck.How cool is it?! I wanna get one too but I afraid of pain indeed. ) :

And this is what I saw while the way back to Times Square.

Stop the past days post here.Bye.

The past 4 days supposed to have Buffet Steamboat with them but ended up with baby. Sorry guys.

I hope to attend S3 graduation ceremony if I am in a good status, and yet, most probably I am not. And I know my blog is dead like nobody knows I got blog here.

So,I will totally end my post here. ( :