Once you read this post,don't ever leave nonsense comment or judge anything on here.I just type out what I feel.Sincerely,don't be reporter as mulut tempayan.The less trouble the better.A lots thanking.

I have no any idea on how to solve our problem.But the one thing I know,I am the first one who always take action no matter what.This may be too mighty if I say myself like that.But,it's true.I should control myself not to mind you so much.But...just I too mind okay?It's really hard to build 5 months relationship okay?I can't just let go so easily to tell the truth.I superb not willing to.Once I feel is stable,but...Why can't you just prove to me?I shoudn't expect so muchh.I shouldn't feel proud that I have such a good temper boyfriend!There's still lotsa betta than mine.Just like what Vi said:Don't judge him by what I say.And so,you don't even have qualified to judge people if you're not betta than others.

I shouldn't doubt him much.Or I think too much?No doubt,he won't betray his girlfriend.Nobody knows what I think.It was long time ago story,but why can't you just tell me the truth.Once I am your girlfriend,I have qualified to your everything okay?You should know that.I don't like to be a clown,not suppose to.But the truth is,I am hyper sensitive.I should,if not he will be grab away in a sudden.

I jealous much thing of him.I never feel satisfied what he gave me.Just wanted him to improve more.I am not greedy.I should improve myself too,not only him.Perhaps it's the time for me to tell him my heart feeling.I should find some time tho.But I can feel that he treats me much better than his exs-.I AM NOT SHOWING OFF!I don't have to.You'll know what I feel if your bf treat you so much better okay?That means he is improving theirself.No matter boy or girl,okay?You should get to know what I mean.

What I am doing,mean I am hurting him.I hurt him lotsa,I admit.I never meant to hurt him,but when I start open my mouth,I am hurting him.I am not a good girlfriend even a friend.I won't stand at people,I don't know what you feel.Just a reason,I am lazy to think.So you're really unfortunate if you chosen me to be you best friend.I such belittle my own but I am!

I am lucky to have boyfriend.I don't want to share with others.I can say,Finally I found a boyfriend who loves me more than I do.So,don't destroy it.I want to know him further,that's it.I will make our relationship to be more pretty good as others do.





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