LIFELESS

Being lifeless nowadays.Assignments are waiting me to rush but still I can typing blog here.WTF!I totally mess up my life.I don't even know what should I do.Feels like wanna killing , whacking , smacking somebody right now.Being emo these day.I sat down on sofa this afternoon and thought about:

1.What will happen if I were 18 years old or after 18 years old?

2.What job I shall get?

I thought alots.I'm afraid stepping out to social life.But still,I have to accept everything that's going to happen in one day.I have to face the fact.What life should be?My life's totally meaningless.Now I know the reason of those fellow commit sucided.

My personality , my characters are totally changed!I hate turning on music when using computer.I found that it's really noisy and annoying.And somehow,I am going to whack anyone till death.Do you think I have the energy.NO! I wanted someone to listen what I feel.Frankly,nobodys' willing to.Everyone is going far away from me!Yesh..Please run far away from me or else I will smack you.I being emo nowadays.I hate waking up early when holiday.FYAH!Why should us do that?Don't torture us!You fucking piss me off!CHEEBYE!I don't think this competition is important for us.They don't listen what I taught them.They used their own way.They don't even concentrate when practising.I have no patient.I get mad easily always and ever.

I finding hard to get my life way easily.But everytime,I mess it up.I don't want anyone annoy me when I am piss.PLEASE GET OUT FROM MY LIFE.

I don't need anyone acting fake to concern me.Please,with yourTRUE HEART.If no,please get lost.BITCH!