First,I am totally speechless facing your girl friends around you.Don't they know you had have girlfriend?Even they know,they still like to sms with you either near to you.Not I don't let they near you or sms you,but it's just like I am still not yet enough perfect to be your girlfriend or you feel bore when sms with me?I control myself not to check your message but my mind just tell me something wrong between you and them.Those messages both of you send is really fun than sms with me.I admit I am a failure in any situation,but I try my best to pamper you,bear you with my really true heart.I felt I change but not much.Still,I am bad-temper sometimes.Sorry.I can feel how's xxxxx feeling on the past.It's just totally same with the feeling I have it now.I can cry non-stop.No matter how,I trying hard to control myself not to mind,not to care,not to bother too much on you.I will let you free as much as you want.I know I am stingy always.But I really have to.I really try not to put so much effort on you.I know that I am no longer belong to you.
Somehow,I really scare to lose you.You're apart of my life.Whenever what I do,I really wish that you are beside me,in every moment.I love the way you hug me tight,I love the way you kiss me full with romance,I love the way you talk to me,I love you do everything when I am with you.I really afraid that what I love will disappear silently.
Can you feel how will this relationship last long?I really don't want to expect it anymore even what you say next year?I can't predict how's our life will be in the future.I wish it will be brilliant for both of us.
Yes,I seriously not a perfect girlfriend.I got no qualification to be your girlfriend,I got no rights to bother your life.I really got to put you on the free line.
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