Showing posts with label Frienship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frienship. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 19

弃。



说实在的,我很想赶快离开那间学院。
因为,那边所存在的都不是真心的朋友
甚至,每天都取笑你的朋友。
就算她们知道了你的秘密,也不会把它隐藏着。
就是要让全世界懂才甘愿。


我实在已经没有心待在那边了
我只是想,时间赶快过去吧!
没了她们,我的世界也不会变得黑暗。
算了。
朋友这种东西,我也已经没什么在乎了。
更何况,是现在她们这班朋友。


很有心地想分享我的故事 ,我的遭遇给她们听
为什么身为最老的那个都要取笑你?
很好笑么?我说得不够认真吗?
我信任你们,我才把我的内心事告诉你们。
我觉得很可悲吧!连笑话都不懂得分辨
嗯~~我败给了你们。
只是,谢谢那些肯认真听我说的人。 


幸亏,还有几个月的时间
我们就真正结束了我们之间的友谊
虽然这段友谊得来不易,因为年龄有点差距
可是,失去了也并不怎么样。


毕。

Thursday, November 12

the first time ever ; fate



I managed to go to their graduation ceremony.I thought there was no one going. XD
I saw everyone cried.And so,I couldn't stop my tears drop.
My dear kong cried , dear siew yen cried , huang xiao bii cried , dear xuxu cried , all my dearest friend cried.
Everyone tell me , how could I stop my tears.I hug them so tightly.
While that moment , I realized what's the sound of farewell.
They played the song made us cried non-stop.Everyone was crying.
Till that,I don't know what should I do. ) :
The best thing to express their emotion that time - CRY OUT LOUD.
Luckily HH doesn't get flooded. fiuhhhh


We get used to sign on everyone's school uniform ,  non-stop taking photo.
everyone just became like an artist in a sudden.
The Best Memory indeed.


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The Prom Night.
Rachel rang my phone up asked me to go. 
And so , I started rushed for shower.
Get scolded by baby due to LAST  MINUTE PLAN. *sorry
Reached there at about 8 something , met M.S 
We walked in together but dare not to enter the room.
MENSIASUIKAN.
Baby just wore a POLO T & Shorts . *geeeez 
We just there to walk around and chat with some friends.
And to fetch up dear kong.She was been too bored at there.




Then , headed to Pizza Hut ‘cause huang xiao bii want it.
3 personal pizza , 5 person share.1 jug of PEPSI.






Cherish everything that you have it now.




What I can say is , Friends doesn't stay with you in a longer time.
* I BELIEVE. *





  
I truly wish all of you stay in a good status ,
Best Luck in your future. ( :

 





Wednesday, August 12

I don't give a damn!

Friend.Why I am suffer about friend again?We met out,and I thought we should have fun but ended up things happened just in a sudden.Yea..maybe I am not a important friend for you but doesn't mean that you can treat me that way,getting mad on me just with a ridiculous reason.You said you rushing time.So you should help me to take back my thing right?I said sorry,I apologized.But it doesn't make sense,I never receive a good reply.It's okay.Good Night.A short reply.I was like HUH?So sorry then.I replied.What do you mean my MACHI?Nice to hear or say out with true heart.If yes.I can say,I don't think so.But not to say we are not friend anymore.At least,we are close friend before.I never thought that you will straight away so quiet and mad on me in a sudden.I feel so hurt.I will remember this day.A very remembrance day for us.Both of you wore the same colour shirt same design short.If I knew that,I sure,I won't go out with you.How other people will think me?CHEAP!I am not willing to be light bulb tho.Why don't you stand at me.Just think of me.I feel hurt is because why my BEST FRIEND can treated me like that?I don't think if I take back my own things is wrong.If you think it's worth,you will feel better madding on me,fine,you can choose to continue.I won't blame you.Frankly,the ex- is more important than this friend.I really feel that I am a failure in this world.I feel upset.I can't be a nice people even a friend.B2 said,Why you are so stupid to say sorry.Well,I don't know.I cried for the whole night.The first time I ever cry for a friend.B1 said,It's not worth for you to cry if she really treats you like that.I don't want to disclose how was it happened?What is the reason?I fucking lost my mind anyway.Please think,How's good between you and him?Was just a short time relationship with him.Yea..I knew friends are not important for you;but I am different with you.I treat you with my very true heart.I am so expect to meet you always.I always put friend on the first.But,a few words make me give up on you.I already frustrated on you.Well,everyone can say me stingy.And I admit that.YES,I am a STINGY person.I just don't understand,Friends aren't the most close one?I gave a bad impression for you in the first time we met out.I don't mind.I talked with a very good attitude,begging you to return back my things.I never scold him.This is the point I don't get it.Well..just let it be.

In the other hand,the same thing is also about friend.You told me that how much you hate them.I believe you.I feel the same with you.Why they can treat both of us like that.They don't care about us at all.But guys,what you all guess?She is so good with one of them now.She can change her place and throw me a side.And I asked,Do you really wanna throw me like that?She smiled.I was like HUH?Don't you said you hate them so much?So ridiculous huh?I really never thought of that.She betray me in a while.She can backstabb me?!Whathehellworldisthis?!



Shit.I freaking frustrated.
I don't think any friend is around me right now.


Wish to have pillow talk with B2 if my flu is recover.


Saturday, July 25

LIFELESS

Is another weekend again.Urghh!So lazy to finish up my assignments lerh.WTH!RC , FV n FQ start working.Or else,I have nothing to do anymore.Wee wee..anyone wanna date me out?LIFELESS larh.Chatted with SY yesterday night.I told her,DISTANCE FAR that's why nothing to talk larh.This word made me thought of FRIENDS,BUDDIES.Well,I'd lost lots friend b'cause of this word.I am not friendly perhaps.You don't find me and I don't find you.That's it.I don't think I've to find you if you don't find me.I don't like the feeling,something like,wanted our friendship to keep continue-ing.If you would like to,why don't you find me?As I say,world is realistic.Friends.What mean by FRIEND?And why I always suffer about friend.LOL.IDK.





I am lifeless one.

Thursday, June 4

KLANG → CHERAS → KAJANG

Was yesterday.Departed at 4 pm , Arrived at 5 something.The first time I drove from Klang to Kajang.I felt proud of myself.LOL~ Somehow,passengers were frightened cause I almost bang one car and they keep shouting.Blahh~ Played mahjung for 5 min then went out for food.Went back to B's house again for mahjung.Drove to Cheras Pasar Malam at 7 pm.Loads of car there.Yeahh..Started hunting for food.Curry fishball , Salted Fried Chicken , Lemon Jelly Ice and at last was LUT-LUT.The purpose I drove to was jalan-jalan at the pasar malam one lah.We took 2 hours at there.Not really long because we could walk finish quite fast loh.And I was there to hunt for food,but all the food were almost same one.NOT NICE!

Back backk..To B's house till 11pm.Took photo , Chats sambil playing with his puppy.His puppy looks so retarted.High himself..Whatthe.

Nice had fun with them all the time.Way back to OCEANBBT MAMAKHSH and say goodnight.( :

♥ YOU,HoneyBee.

Ahaaa~And the mangoes + Couple shirt baby bought from Malacca,I received them on yesterday.Nice~~!!