Friend.Why I am suffer about friend again?We met out,and I thought we should have fun but ended up things happened just in a sudden.Yea..maybe I am not a important friend for you but doesn't mean that you can treat me that way,getting mad on me just with a ridiculous reason.You said you rushing time.So you should help me to take back my thing right?I said sorry,I apologized.But it doesn't make sense,I never receive a good reply.
It's okay.Good Night.A short reply.I was like
HUH?So sorry then.I replied.What do you mean my
MACHI?Nice to hear or say out with true heart.If yes.I can say,I don't think so.But not to say we are not friend anymore.At least,we are close friend before.I never thought that you will straight away so quiet and mad on me in a sudden.I feel so hurt.I will remember this day.A very remembrance day for us.Both of you wore the same colour shirt same design short.If I knew that,I sure,I won't go out with you.How other people will think me?
CHEAP!I am not willing to be light bulb tho.Why don't you stand at me.Just think of me.I feel hurt is because why my
BEST FRIEND can treated me like that?I don't think if I take back my own things is wrong.If you think it's worth,you will feel better madding on me,fine,you can choose to continue.I won't blame you.Frankly,the ex- is more important than this friend.I really feel that I am a failure in this world.I feel upset.I can't be a nice people even a friend.B2 said,
Why you are so stupid to say sorry.Well,I don't know.I cried for the whole night.The first time I ever cry for a friend.B1 said,
It's not worth for you to cry if she really treats you like that.I don't want to disclose how was it happened?What is the reason?I fucking lost my mind anyway.Please think,How's good between you and him?Was just a short time relationship with him.Yea..I knew friends are not important for you;but I am different with you.I treat you with my very true heart.I am so expect to meet you always.I always put friend on the first.But,a few words make me give up on you.I already frustrated on you.Well,everyone can say me stingy.And I admit that.YES,I am a
STINGY person.I just don't understand,Friends aren't the most close one?I gave a bad impression for you in the first time we met out.I don't mind.I talked with a very good attitude,begging you to return back my things.I never scold him.This is the point I don't get it.Well..just let it be.
In the other hand,the same thing is also about friend.You told me that how much you hate them.I believe you.I feel the same with you.Why they can treat both of us like that.They don't care about us at all.But guys,what you all guess?She is so good with one of them now.She can change her place and throw me a side.And I asked,Do you really wanna throw me like that?She smiled.I was like
HUH?Don't you said you hate them so much?So ridiculous huh?I really never thought of that.She betray me in a while.She can backstabb me?!
Whathehellworldisthis?!Shit.I freaking frustrated.
I don't think any friend is around me right now.
Wish to have pillow talk with B2 if my flu is recover.